Wednesday, January 16, 2002 12:16 a.m. ^_________^* shell was here~!!! we watched buffy and saiyuki, but not before embarking on - *drumroll* - the cinnimini quest~!!!! that's right, we called all the pizza outlets in hamilton on a mission to find cinnistix or cinniminis, and finally hit on a pizza pizza location far away that wouldn't deliver to my place. so we journeyed there. and they made us the wrong thing~!! so we waited while they remade it... but it turned out well in the end, and they threw in the things they made before for free, so we're both super-stuffed^__^ of course i had to do schoolwork today, and now that's out the window^^;;;; i can make it up...or fake making it up reasonably well. i have to research and present on some herb for my traditional chinese med elective, so i'm doing ephedra (ma huang). which i took a lot of a couple summers ago. which has just been recalled by health canada. for killing people. yeah, the guys from my class that esca saw at med games were horrified that her mural didn't get 1st place. evil french~!! evil~!!!! ...and then there were six...my crickets were kinda quiet yesterday, so i looked into the cage - and there are six in there. i had seven after the execution. i try not to think about a lone vengeance-driven cricket loose in my house, just waiting to pay me back. i actually had a dream about all of them escaping a few nights ago, and i went to collect them with tweezers for some reason. but then they turned into clams, and i woke up. i need a real life. i do.

Sunday, January 13, 2002 10:03 p.m. kakakakakakakakaka~!!!! another of my mad obsessions has come to fruition ^___^ as of this friday, i have crickets. cute singing crickets in a cute hanging cage. in my cute little bedroom, above the cute tabletop fountain that the she gave to my parents, and that i stole~!!! and they sing~!!! *all* *night* *long* i got 8 for a buck, but one escaped the cage and was summarily executed as an example to the others. nobody makes a fool of me~!!!!! aha-hahahahahahahahaha~!!!!!!!!! in other news, i invited my mom to the canadian ice dancing championships and parade of champions held today in my fair city, after she called yesterday and ordered me to invite her^^;;;; well...she did bring me a lasagna. and the skating was fun to watch. so was sneaking into better seats...and being kicked out by their rightful owners. and sneaking into other better seats... i don't want to start another week of schoolT_T i don't want to learn about obstructive respiratory diseases, even if they ARE better than the kidney. and my advisor called today and reminded me that i haven't started looking for summer elective positions yet. i hate mac's do-it-yourself philosophyT_T

Friday, January 11, 2002 01:22 a.m. fishy~!!! fishy came tonight. she fixed esca's necklace, all the while muttering about how she managed to break it^^;;;; and she gave me 2 new saiyuki posters~!! errr...i redid my saiyuki wall already...i have no space~!!! bye to x, i guess...^_~ then we watched the first 2 tapes i have of the anime, and i did my best to convince her of the *obvious* relationship between gojyo and hakkai^___^ anyways, i got shell to take pics of my gojyo and hakkai figures (i *will* have all four~!!! i'd have had them already if you hadn't interfered~!!!! *sob*). and so here they are^___^ this one is just a nice pic of the two together. so's this one, except gojyo's hand's in a happy place^____^ this has hakkai and jeep, and this one is a nice close-up of the lovely couple^_~ i can't sleep. shelly's visits make me hyper. or it's all that sake we drank...before she...drove away^^;;;;;;;

Tuesday, January 8, 2002 09:31 p.m. WAAAHHH~!!! meta~!!! i love your saiyuki layout (but that's hardly a surprise) ^___^ my head hurts and i'm in bed all day...sleeping...or watching tv numbly. i think i'll eat something now.

Monday, January 7, 2002 04:32 p.m. ah yes. new year. starts with - respiratory subunit~!!! redoing my saiyuki wall due to poster influx. found a tiny piece of wall near the door. will 2 posters fit on it? i hope so... also did the gravi chara test. got: 1.K 2.Mika 3.Suguru heh. heh heh. shell comes this week and will fix the necklace, so i'll just send it along with the other thingie^__^ and i thought we discussed this issue quite a bit, so where's the surprise coming from? yes, you *are* THAT crazy. end of story. i'm getting ever severer guilt feelings about skipping the friday morning lectures. my tutorial members keep spouting crap like "oh, dr so-and-so, didn't he give that really great talk on what's-that-condition?". i think i'll go to some. but i *really* *really* don't want to T_T

Monday, December 31, 2001 10:40 p.m. heh. blogging on esca's computer so the boy can't trace me. so i'm paranoid... she fed me whisky. horrid, horrid whisky T_T AND managed to hide kimchi in innocent-looking pancake things T_T we went to montreal with the boy and the she, who turned out to be one of those chipper morning poeple i would kill on sight except i'm never awake enough to follow through on that. i have doubts about their relationship, for the boy is NOT a morning person. well, i guess he'll have to adjust...she's got him nearly whipped^__^ back to school in 6 days. i don't want to go *sob* and since i *am* doing this on the 31st - happy new year if anybody's reading~!!!

Thursday, December 20, 2001 02:05 a.m. T_T this will probably be my last entry for 2 weeks. i'm going back home for the holidays, where the boy controls access to his (slow, unreliable) computer and will likely snoop on what i do, so i shall refrain. saw LOTR today...actually yesterday^^;;;; it was very well done, and i can't wait for the next installment. or for elfboy yaoi^___^ why am i still up? i have tutorial in 6 hrs. one i haven't prepared for *at all*. and i had to stay up late and pack. and esca gets to sleep in her happy alcohol-neocitron-induced coma. i should be the one sleeping. i think i'll go choke her now...

Wednesday, December 19, 2001 01:03 a.m. aha hahahahaha...finally got esca to my place. phase one is complete. now for phase 2 - making sure she never leaves me~!!!!!!!! hmmm...i'm skipping classes while she's here. ok, skipping more than usual^^;;; and she made me watch harry potter again. instead of LOTR pre-premiere. i am...so weak T_T making plans to visit old school and get teachers booze. booze is always nice. booze and neocitron. oh esca, lets dose you up with neocitron so you don't wake me up at 6:40 am AGAIN~!!! ooo...she called me "darling". all is forgiven *heart*

Saturday, December 15, 2001 02:21 p.m. it snowed^___^ now it's melting, and the sun's shining and it looks all glittery and pretty. and it'll be mucky and wet when i have to go out into it. *sigh* need to shop some. and pay my bills. i wish i had no bills T_T skipped class yesterday. and stayed in bed half the day. i don't know why i do that - just, when i skip for no good reason i feel guilty doing anything else, so i just stay in bed. i'm messed up that way^^;;;;

Thursday, December 13, 2001 04:23 p.m. it's over, esca~!! that's good, right? riiiight??? ack. ack ack. i'm so glad there's only one week of kidney left. the heart is so much...simpler. i tried stretching watercolor paper yesterday and failed miserably T_T but shelly came and fed me spring rolls and new anime so i was happy. and she said we'll come over to her place when you get here and look at pretty bead stuff~!!! got my clerkship rotation slots today. and it seems like everybody's switching them. it makes me think i should switch too, except i'm happy with mine. or indifferent, at least. yes, mostly indifferent.

Tuesday, December 11, 2001 05:11 p.m. another renal clinical session wasted. really, there's nothing to examine. only lab tests. and for this they made me leave my warm happy houseT_T actually i was reading fanfics until i was too late to take the bus and had to cab it^^;;; i'm pathetic... and i feel somewhat guilty. i asked a pet store to notify me when they get a female cinnamon ferret (heh, yes, shippou'll be female) and expected a long wait because the color's rarer, but they called today and had one. and i don't want to get it now and lug it back and forth when i go to mississauga for the break. but...i feel guilty about it and want to buy her anywaysT_T meta, where are you??? stuck in exams???

Monday, December 10, 2001 11:11 p.m. my main speaker is sickT_T it sounds broken and sad. i'll probably have to fight the computer people for a new one. damn computer people.

Monday, December 10, 2001 05:53 p.m. had a good money-blowing weekend. finally retired my old winter coat (which i had since high school^^;;;) and got one of those matrix-style wool coats. i love those^___^ i didn't realize all my shoes were here until i got to mississauga. i was at a party previously and wore dangerous heeled shoes, and when it came time for shopping i had nothing...except an old and too-small pair of runners. so now i have blisters on both feetT_T i'm also less enchanted with my group this unit. one girl just can't phrase things, or else she doesn't know what exactly she wants explained, and goes into these endless monologues ending in "do you know what i mean?", which we don't. and one guy seems to think the tutorials are to *learn* about the problem, rather than to review whether we understand what we learned on our own. or maybe he's just lazy. but it makes tutorials very frustrating. i can't wait for the break. and for you to come. come quickly and put me out of my misery~!!!

Friday, December 7, 2001 05:33 p.m. ekk. you don't blog much anymore. i'm not complaining, of course. i just feel obscurely vindicated...that and glad i don't have exams. go mac~!!! met our new co-tutor today after u of t guy quit on us. she's british and gave me a ride home, so i feel friendly towards her. i also feel tired. my group did a pathology presentation and had a tutorial today, so there was much to do. so now i'll crash and eat icecream^___^ tomorrow will be fun. i'll go see shelly's display at the craft show, and then i'm going to a pre-xmas party hosted by a guy from my last group. his wife's a banker. i've never been at a party given by a banker^^;; and - i finally got a phonebook~!!! i am so easily pleased~!!!

Wednesday, December 5, 2001 12:27 a.m. fishy just left. we went to a great restaurant - all-you-can-eat sushi & sashimi place. i love living downtown^___^ her visits make me clean my apartment. last week she didn't come, and i failed to clean...if she ever abandons me, i'll drown in my own filthT_T fishy's going to be in a craft show this weekend, displaying her amazing beadwork. and she gave me a free pass~!! *drool* esca, don't worry about the dizzy spell. a lot of it is probably due to standing for hours without moving much. that's why soldiers keep fainting on parades^__= and in your case, probable hypovolemia^^;;; meta, the "lucky bitch" remark was mine~!! about you~!! and the sugarglider~!! no fair turning it on fair blameless meT_T and hey, you wouldn't want esca. she'd end up leaving you again and again and again...for coffee. and once you learned, slowly and painfully, to accept that - worse things would come. worse, horrible, toady things that would break you kind, anime-link gathering heart... why must you be such a cruel, perverted thing???

Monday, December 3, 2001 12:31 a.m. damned yoga hurts...or i'm doing something terribly wrong. isn't it supposed to be gentle and shit? i got 15 autobiographical submissions for mac med to read and evaluate. some of them are really funny. i ask myself if those people actually speak the way they write. most likely not. they just couldn't. nobody could^^;;; aaahhh...such power i have over these people. how best to exploit it? thanks for the cute jekki blog entry, esca. it reawakens my second-hand semi-obsession^___^ which you're responsible for in the first place, naturally. hmmm. i'm listening to rocky horror songs. one called superheroes ends with "and crawling on the planet's face, some insects...called the human race". *sigh* why can't i be an insect? insects don'r have to learn about kidney function. that i know of, anyways.

Sunday, December 2, 2001 01:56 a.m. in my ongoing quest to end shifty pains, i have taken up yoga...again. the shoulders seem better. my abs are sore. so is my left breast. how'd that happen, i'd like to know>_< didn't do any painting. but fiddled with palette a bit. and read more from esca's watercolor book. that counts as productivity, right? RIGHT??? another day gone, and what do i have to show for it^^;;;

Saturday, December 1, 2001 04:37 p.m. whee~!!!! another new layout thanks to esca~!! and hers kinda matches ^___^* i'm still in my pyjamas. i meant to get up today. and do *something*. really i did ^^;;; maybe i do one of the painting exercises? do i feel like doing that? or anything? if you draw fluffy setting his hair on fire, i shall have no choice but to come to you and prevent you from studying . . . hey wait , is that even a threat???

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