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Friday, January 11, 2002
06:39 a.m.
Ha. It's 6:40 in the morning and I've just finished my write up. ^___^ It feels really good to have finished something that's been nagging at the back of my head for days!! I guess I've been stressed and not doing enough work to get rid of that stress...by actually doing some work! ^___^ Feeling all hyper now.
Thursday, January 10, 2002
06:02 p.m.
Feeling bleh. Bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh.

Skipped 6 hours of classes today. Heard that today was one of the few days when we don't get lecture notes but have to take your own. Just my luck. T_T my new year's resolution going down the drain....

Have to do work. Work. T_T Lots and lots of work. Class has gone through 1/2" thick notes in one week.

Keep cleaning everyday...but it's always messy for some reason....
Tuesday, January 8, 2002
04:36 p.m.
Sometimes I get so discouraged. T_T Had clinical stuff today. Doctor told me I need more practice and said he'll set up another session just for me. T_T I am grateful, but it still feels like... I'm so bad at this stuff, why am I doing it? Of course, they don't really teach you all the stuff..so no wonder I'm bad since I don't go and do my own studying outside of class. T_T Maybe I really should....
Monday, January 7, 2002
01:24 a.m.
I knew it. T_T I am totally insane. I got Muraki as # 1 for Yami no Matsuei. T_T
Monday, January 7, 2002
01:15 a.m.
Ah. RK test. #1 for Saitou Hajime. I knew it!!! ^^
Monday, January 7, 2002
12:57 a.m.
Did Fushigi Yuugi, Cardcaptors and Weiss Kreuz Bishounen character test. Got:

# 1 Farfarello
# 2 Li Syaoran
# 3 Crawford
# 4 Tasuki


Farfarello!!!!!! @_@ Gaaaaaaaahhhh!!! I'm not *that* insane..or am I? T_T

Oh.. and on the Hunter x Hunter test... I ranked 1 for Machi and 2 for Hisoka. Hisokaaaaaa!!!!! maybe I *am* really insane. T_T
Saturday, January 5, 2002
04:10 p.m.
Got a NEW DOMAIN for my FUCK SITE!!!! Kyaaaaaaaqahhhh!!!
Tuesday, January 1, 2002
08:19 p.m.
Coanteen's left. Spent too much time with her. Must not see her for another few months. -_-;;;;; Feel like I've been overdosing in her presence....

READ ALL OF HOUSHIN ENGI. Gahakakkakakakkkkk... It was LOOOONGGGGG. And Taitkoubou was hugging... sheeps. -_-;;;;;;;; sheeps....

Did a Gravitation character personality test. I got:
1: Yuki Eiri
2: Sakuma Ruichi
3: Kumagoro!!
-_-;;;;
Monday, December 31, 2001
07:54 p.m.
Haven't blogged in a while. Waiting for Coanteen to come and visit. We'll eat lots of food and patbingsoo.... But she's late, late, late!!!! T_T Not that we agreed on a specific time. But my parents are now out to eat dinner at their friend's...and I wanna eat dinner too!!!! Kyaaahhhh!!!!

Dad's nagging to get married/date guys has gotten progressively worse. Boy, am I glad that I'm leaving this place in two days. It's sad... I have so very few close friends and family.... and it's getting fewer.

What am I supposed to do? It's not like I could make myself up and go out and stand in the cold looking for guys passing by. -_-;;;;;; And what would I do with a guy who lives here? *I* don't live here. -_-;;;; Long distance relationships suck.

And dad says that I can't get a guy where I live because there aren't a lot of people there. Uhhh... considering that I don't go to church and no longer go to school here, I'm sure I see more people near my age there... True, there are fewer Koreans...but I'm getting so sick of Korean male populations in general, I think I'd rather be single. -_-

So I rant. Gahhhh. It sucks. what a way to end the year 2001. The year has not been good. Year 2000 was good. 2001, not. Hopefully 2002 will be is better. It'd better be....
Thursday, December 20, 2001
09:24 a.m.
Leaving Coanteen's place today... She's gone to class now... *again!!!* I shall raid her mostly empty fridge while she is gone.

Finally watched the Harry Potter and The Lord of the Rings in the past few days. The elf and Strider in LOTR are very very slashable. In a month, there's gonna be a ton of yaoi fics about them. -_-;;;;;;;

My hair is mostly... blond on top. T_T My hairdresser has a mind of her own. I thought she was just dying the black hair at the top that came out... but she bleached a whole lot of it... T_T I look like a 'nalari' and I'm sooo far from being a 'nalari'. T_T Gaaahhh.. I'm supposed to look geeky...
Tuesday, December 18, 2001
04:29 p.m.
Blogging at Coanteen's computer. She has a flatscreen, lucky bitch. -_-;; And I think I like her keyboard better than mine too... T_T Ahhh... at times like this, I feel so inferior.

She's gone to class...and left me alone in her apt for a couple of hours. Eh hehehe.. *evil chuckling* How naiive she is... ^^;;;;; *breaks out can of spraypaint out of hammar space* Vandalize!!!!!!!!

Spent...$135 buying jewlery from Shell... Two necklaces..for myself.. and one pair of earrings for the girl who got me notes all past semester so that I would not fail.. -_-;; It would be very unfortunate if it turned out that I had failed anyway... Hopefully, I had passed... but damn, that exam was difficult. And now I am $135 poorer. Gah.. But I really like the necklaces. Never had such expensive ones before...made of glass too.

Meta is not blogging. It makes me worry about her. =___= But she should be okay.. hopefully. I believe her exams end tomorrow. Should call her...yes? Yes. Kakaka. Buy her something nice to eat, yes? Yes. ^____^

My throat hurts a little bit. And my head hurts...although the head hurting is probably just a caffein withdrawal symptom...

It is boring without coanteen here. Coanteen~!! Darling~!!! Hurry home~!!!!!
Saturday, December 15, 2001
04:45 a.m.
Funny... I wanted to draw so much during exams...but I don't want to draw any more... -_-;;; I'll force myself to do it anyway.....

Eri-san said that she'd like to print a little collection of my works. Hmmm... Gotta work on that. She needs them by early January...

Was looking at some cosplay pics. ^^;;; These are so cute. Ahhh.. and I really really love that angel. And this is so hilarious!!! Kenshin being beaten up by Shinsengumi and defending himself with... a silver tray? ^O^ And of course... there's yaoi. It says this is Myojin Yahiko and Yukimura. I'm not sure if they look like the characters though... ^^ This is a Korean manga called ONE. She looks a LOT like the charcter... And of course... Naruto. And more naruto. This is so sweet...Sasuke laughing?!!! ^^;;; And... Kakashi and Gai. 0_0 That Gai looks so... real. He looks better than the manga almost... This is... Sakuya? I dunno. That's what the notes say. I just really like the expression. ^___^ And finally... some Saiyuki!!! ^___^

Eh. That's too much html coding for today... -_-;
Friday, December 14, 2001
02:57 p.m.
For some reason, life is so annoying. And I ask myself, what's so annoying about it? Why am I always annoyed? I really don't know... but it's so annoying. Everything's fine. So what exactly is wrong? I can't stand it. And I can't stand myself. I thought it was just the exams and the stress...but it's not. I just can't stand it... Don't know what... but it's just so... annoying.
Friday, December 14, 2001
06:35 a.m.
It's so nice, not having to study. ^____^ Kakakakaka~!!!! Cleaned the apt a little. Gah. The bathroom was pretty disgusting... I think there was mold growing in my toilet. *shudder* All sparkly clean now....

Watched Jaejin's interview. He was talking about... drinking. He comes from Pusan...and I guess everyone from sea-side cities tend to drink a lot. He said that he like social drinking...except he drinks a lot when he drinks with his friends. 'Cause his friends also drink a lot. His tolerance level is about 6 bottles of soju. Soju is over 20% alcohol. -_-;;;; That's like... three bottles of whiskey. -_-;; The man is gonna die of liver disease. And then he said that six bottles is when he gets drunk, not when he stops drinking. He drinks until he passes out... =_=;;;;; I wanna see Jaejin drunk. I'll kidnap him when he passes out and do wicked things to him... or just lock him in a cage until I can find a way to get Jiwon to come and wo wicked things to him...

Gah. Guess I've been reading too many fanfics....
Friday, December 14, 2001
12:01 a.m.
I just had some Jaejin cravings... so here he is....