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Saturday, February 2, 2002 09:45 a.m. I can't stand the first book of Harry Potter. I've read 2nd and 3rd before reading the first - I'm halfway through it - and I really really really can't stand Harry Potter. So I put it on hold and started to read the 4th...which is much better...so far. I just read the description of Bill in the 4th book. And I was like... Oi... He's such an anime boy. -_-;;;;; I bet there are tons of Bill fanarts out there.... Long red hair in a ponytail, fang earrings and dragon skin boots, indeed. I forgot to watch kris on tv yesterday...fell asleep at 6. -_-;;; And I didn't go pick up my package either 'cause I fell asleep. My markers!!!!! Gotta do that next week... except I'm gonna be so horribly busy and dead on Monday and Tuesday. Real life is such a drag... Thursday, January 31, 2002 04:19 p.m. '...[a three legged cat] limped into a bit of its own stool, and then over to me. Gathering a little engergy, I picked up the smelly creature and for the first time told it, "I love you." It looked at me, perplexed. I glanced at the space where its fourth leg should have been, then down at the pools where the feline water was the freshest, and where some cat dung had been steaming recently, and I said: "I have come to love you in spite of --." "Do I want to be loved in spite of?" said the cat in a voice deep and polished. "Does anyone?" I dropped the animal, having reached a new class of despair. I needed sleep' -Darin Strauss... Thursday, January 31, 2002 12:22 p.m. Swiched bags a few days ago. Thus, all the junk that lives inside my bag (receipts, invoices, bank statements) were emptied from my old bag. Amongst them...was my 3000 dollar scholarship/bursary cheque. -_-;;; Fortunately, it was rescued before the pile headed to the garbage... Wednesday, January 30, 2002 08:25 a.m. I'm a cucumber~! I'm a cucumber~! I'm a cucumber~! I'm a cucumber~! I'm a cucumber~! I'm a cucumber~! Please don't take me to the pickle farm, yeah~!! Saturday, January 26, 2002 09:23 a.m. So... exactly how much of my life is real? Friday, January 25, 2002 07:27 a.m. I feel dumb. I hate school. People don't take me seriously when I say such things. Sometimes, I don't take myself seriously either... I will go back to my undergraduate mode. I think I was happier then, more confident and more comfortable with who I was. I had no life, didn't expect to have a life, didn't need to try to improve things except my marks. After all, there's very little to me except my brains and if I start feeling dumb, there'll be nothing left. I've been stupid. I've been avoiding the things I hate... There was a time when I would face all the unpleasantness, cringing and whining but not backing off. What had happenend? Tuesday, January 22, 2002 11:19 p.m. Ah. Three phone calls with parents. It's enough to make any person insane. My parents friends' son..who is a doctor... apparantly said that he can get me a job over the summer. That means I would have to live with my parents. Noooooo!!! Of course, it didn't seem to matter to them that he's in orthopedics which I am NOT interested in going into. I have enough stress building up my resume without people making me do jobs that'll give me little benefit. Fortunately, it cleared after three phone calls. Dad was whining that I was being mean to him, saying I'm too curt with my voice. Yeah right. Unfortunately, I'm gonna still have to meet that orthopod over the March break with our parents hoping that we'd miraculously fall in love with each other. I've made my dad promise that he won't whine afterwards why I didn't fall in love. But he hardly keeps his promises anyway. *sigh* I guess I'll just have to make my trip to my parents as short as possible. On a brighter note, Coanteen's written a fanfic!! Saiyuki, of course. ^^;;; She reminds me of Meta, writing about some obscure characters. -_-;;;;; I'm sure Coanteen wouldn't agree that Chin Iisou is obscure, though... Kakakaka. Despite what she says, HE IS OBSCURE AND INSIGNIFICANT!!! *ducks as bricks fly towards her head* On Sunday, I watched 'Black Hawk Down'. It only shows the stupidity of militia. *ducks as more bricks fly from coanteen's direction*. Hopefully, Canadian army is smarter... or at least, they're so busy shovelling the snow, they don't have time to do such things. I mean... risking lives of many ppl just so that they could get the dead bodies back to the base... -_-;;;;;;;;;;;;; And Stelli-chan's been blogging with a vengeance!!! ^___^ Ah. I am so happy. Her blog layout looks really pretty too. And that joke she posted.. Eh... so I blow, eh? (also spoken like a true Canadian) And the men in Coanteen's school have to be kept separate from the boys with a restraining order. ^^;;;;;;;;;; Kakakaka. Hmmm.. There's no UT. ^^ I always knew it was a superior school. Kaka. Why else would I have done undergrad at it? It seems Western gets picked on much more than the others. ^^;;; Ooohh Meta. And school... I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I've missed elective class today..for the 3rd time. That means I won't get a credit even if I attend all the rest of the sessions... Hmmm... I wonder if I'll just keep on going anyway. It's fairly intersting..about different cultural/fields of med. But my sleeping schedule is screwed up as usual.. Sunday, January 20, 2002 02:19 a.m. Parents came. They were supposed to come tomorrow, but they called around noon and said that they're coming today. I had plans to invite a friend over for dinner at 7. They told me to choose between having them over at 5 or 9 pm. -_-;;; Came at 5. Left for a coupld of hours. Came back afterwards.. Nagging. Lots and lots and lots of nagging. Trying to set me up with some doctor. Stress. AAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!! Friday, January 18, 2002 06:32 a.m. Was gonna draw... well... do watercolor, anyway. -_- But didn't feel like it... so here is Chin Iisou. I have a feeling that Coanteen's gonna be disappointed. But this was the best I could do at the moment. Who knows? Maybe I'll actually do watercolor of this someday... Meta hasn't blogged in a LOOONG time. -_- It's silly of me...but I feel rejected. It's again 6:30 in the morning and I have no blogs to read. T_T Friday, January 18, 2002 12:21 a.m. Bought markers. -_-;;;; about 150 dollars worth... Thursday, January 17, 2002 03:03 a.m. It is after 3 in the morning and I am staying up just so that a new day will start in whatever time zone streamload server is...so that I can get more downloads. -_-;;;;; I am pathetic, no? But perhaps it is a bit understandable considering I have 10 eps of Hikaru no Go and all of Yami no Matsuei in my account. And Hunter x Hunter up to...15, I think. Still... I look back at my life... and I can't help but say, "pathetic." *sigh~~~* Wednesday, January 16, 2002 09:53 p.m. Oooh. Aches all over. Remnants from the last weekend, I think. The pain has become more of a persistent and generalized dull ache. T_T After bearing with it for days like an idiot, it finally occurred to me that I should take some pain med. Ow my back. Ow my hips. Ow my legs. Ow my shoulders. Finished Coanteen's blog layout. It is simple and elegant unlike my messy and clashing psychotic blog. Perhaps a bit too simple, though.. Still thinking on what more I can do to it... Icq'ed with my late night owl friend last night. Kris is usually online between midnight and 5 am. Recently, though... he's been going to bed at 3 am!!! So early!!! I suggested to him that maybe he's getting old...(although he's..2 years younger than I am -_-). He told me to come over so that he could prove his stamina to me. -_-;;;; the conversation veered on to java, yaoi, rectal exams, etc. -_-;;; He's probably the only guy that I talk about yaoi and stuff with. ^^;;;;; Wednesday, January 16, 2002 03:28 p.m. Walked in front of the hospital. Door said: No cellpones. No smoking. No latex baloons. -_-;;;; latex baloons? Seemed kinda unusual to have sings for them...or am I being silly? Bad clin skills thingie is over. But it didn't work all *that* well, although there was an acutal improvement in parts that i prepared for. Feeling...a bit better. There's a week old rice in my rice cooker..probably drying and withering. Did not have the guts to open it yet. -_-;; Been kinda busy and putting things off indefinately. I guess i should go do them today.... It's not like I'm tired. Missed all morning classes and slept. Skipping classes is my way of rebelling against more than 25 hours of classes/week. It is too evil.... Monday, January 14, 2002 05:24 p.m. I was feeling completely chibified today. -_-;;;; It was a strange feeling...not that I don't often act somewhat like a chibi. I went to the games on the weekend..and met someone who knew Coanteen. As luck would have it, I was painting a big pic of chibis on the wall at the time to represent our school. The guy who was painting beside me was from Coanteen's school...and he told me that he knows someone in his class who's into anime and such. It turned out to be Coanteen.