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Friday, December 8, 2000 04:49 p.m. Damn. I haven't written in such a long time. I have ditched Coanteen and am spending time with my bfie. Actually, it was to run away from the ferrets. And the bfie put on his sad face and said, "Will you visit me next week?" and I couldn't say no because I had been bitching about something else earlier and was feeling guilty. I will be seeing Coanteen again this Friday as she comes up to see me here at my bfie's. This should be interesting... I think Bfie will be very busy with his work with deadline coming up. We'd probably raid his house by ourselves and create chaos. |
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Thursday, July 25, 2002 10:07 p.m. Erg. I have not blogged in such a long time. And I blame my Bfie for having all my attention. ^^ We have been almost living together for the past month. He is thinking of getting a job here so he can move in with me. While I am very flattered and happy, I worry that he is giving up the very nice job he currently has... Reading the other blogs... Nahmool's life seems not to have improved in the past month that I have not written. It is sad to see that even one of the most brilliant girls I've known can't escape the clutches of Bulimia. It's sad 'cause people don't take girls seriously if you have Bulimia, saying that you're doing it for attention...when it really is a serious medical condition. *sigh~~* Today, I spent the whole afternoon feeling women's breasts in a breast clinic. Yesterday, I spent the whole day watching removal of lumps from breasts. Today, I did laundry. The day before yesterday, Coanteen moved in with her ULTRA SMELLY ferrets. Tonight, Bfie comes again after spending 2 1/2 days at work. Life is still hectic. |
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Saturday, November 4, 2000 11:50 a.m. Digicharat takes over the world!!!! ^___^ Had dinner with Bfie's professor and son yesterday. Was tickling Bfie while he was talking on the phone with prof..and he refused to laugh!! =_=;;;; He says the prof thinks he is extremely serious and not silly at all. -_-;;;;;; Considering that he is one of the silliest people I know... -_-;;;;;; Apparantly, all the people at work and school think he's all serious. They don't know he likes stuffed animals...T_T |
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Monday, June 24, 2002 03:49 a.m. Dear, I do not wish for a male with 7 penises as I only have one vagina. And *yes*, even humans can have sex all night...as I know from experience. -_-;;;; And please do not scare your poor rodents with your vibrator. -_-;;; How would *you* feel you saw a vibrating penis as big as yourself? |
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Sunday, June 23, 2002 11:23 a.m. Ah. It's Sunday already. Need to sleep but it is damned bright. -_-; Helllp. |
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Wednesday, June 19, 2002 03:28 a.m. Have been invited to participate in another yaoi anthology publication...this one for 2003 yaoi con. Have some really good artists on this one. 0_0 Like... this one and this one and this one and that one. And then there's the little old me feeling somewhat out of my league. But really... this is not the time to be contemplating these things... *panics and goes back to work* |
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Monday, June 17, 2002 06:21 p.m. Coanteen's ferrets scary. Only because they take after their mistress. Cannot stay awake without caffein. Bf went on 4 hour long bicycle ride so I'd do some work. Fell asleep instead... Evil boy icq'ed when Bf was online. Bf started tellin him off... but evil boy thought it was coanteen. Kept calling bf coanteen. -_-;; Dense as ever evil boy. Bf found it rather amusing... as did I. |
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Friday, June 14, 2002 06:37 p.m. Been told that Canada sucks in soccer.. -_-;;; |
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Wednesday, June 12, 2002 05:18 p.m. Mom came for a visit. I guess it's been about a month and a half since Dad threw me out and told me never to come back. Such melodramatic parents. Apparantly, Dad is sulking because I haven't called. Mom said that..you can't just sever ties with parents so easily and it's not like Dad's gonna change anyway. I told her that I still refuse to put up with all the violence and shit. She wanted me to wait before I consider marrying my bf...saying you really don't know a person unless you spend time with him. Of course, I can't really get married right now anyway. Even if we decide to marry now, by the time we get married, it would've been more than a year..which I think is enough. Mom and Dad got married 10 months after they met, 6 of which Mom spent on an island to avoid getting married. Dad chased her and wore her down and she married him anyway. But she says that she wouldn't have if she'd known he was so bad at controlling his temper... considering my aunt's (mom's sis) marriage ended in three broken ribs after 20 years of abuse. Their five children voited unanimously for divorce. In a way, my Dad is worse than my Uncle..who apparantly was only abusive when he was drunk and out of his mind... I know Dad can control his temper.. he does it well when he meets people outside. So I guess he is the kind of a person who takes their anger out on those weaker than him, even when he is not drunk or anything like that. All his brothers are like him too.. and so is my sister in a way.. Scary blood it is that runs through my veins. My only consolation is that the people on my mother's side are gentle to the extreme...and I am a lot like my mother. Although... sometimes, I find myself thinking/acting so much like my father that it scares me. |
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Saturday, June 8, 2002 04:52 a.m. Ahh.. Feeling rather dehydrated. I guess It doesn't help that I've eaten too much salty food and drank too much coffee (a diuretic -_-). Met a friend today who told me she might have breast cancer. Is getting surgery in a month. I am the second person she told about this..and feeling the responsibility. |
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Tuesday, June 4, 2002 10:49 p.m. Have re-read all my archived blogs. It is funny to see that my brain fluctuates from being semi-intelligent to completely incoherent. Also funny to note that I have referred to bf as "pretty boy I used to worship in highschool" before I started to go out with him. And somewhat painful to read of all the potluck and dinnner's I've had/gone to. Was trying so hard to be social last winter, even though being with more than a couple of people honestly gives me a headache... |
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Monday, June 3, 2002 09:37 p.m. It seems like depression and gloominess are abundent these days amongst the blogs i visit. Nahmool, Pokey, Kiri..and I'm not quite sure what to make of fulawar's collection of... er... stuff... It makes me want to get up and dance around, singing "Shit is all around~!!! Shit is all around~!!" And indeed, shit is all around. By all rights, I should be just as gloomy and depressed. It irks me that I am go genki because of my bf, countering all my potential gloominess. -_-;;;; I want to run around like a chicken with its had cut off. kyahahaha~!! Maybe I'm just going mad. Coanteen is cheeful. Really. Is she really? I know she can wade through lots of shit and be totally casual. Is her life really no more serious than walking her baby ferrets? |
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Thursday, May 23, 2002 11:20 a.m. META. READ YOUR EMAIL.... |
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Thursday, May 23, 2002 02:36 a.m. Meta. There is A BIG PROBLEM!!!!!!! It appears that the convention this weekend is NOT about anime but anime stuff on Korean celebrities... -_-;;;; K-pop fan anime. -_-;;;;;; Aaaarrrrgh!!!! |
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Tuesday, May 21, 2002 06:08 p.m. Hah. I don't want to work. I don't even want to draw even though anime con draws near. I shall drink coffee instead and stall..as I do when I have things that I don't want to face... |
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Monday, May 20, 2002 05:45 p.m. Just finished CG-ing pic of Cloud for Meta. Felt kinda strange working on a picture of an almost-masturbating boy while bf was here. -_-;; He didn't seem to mind though. He wanted me to keep myself occupied while he cooked five-course French dinner for my birthday. ^^;;;; And what a nice dinner it was!! Mushroom appetizers, soup, lamb, potatos and asparagus, salads, and strawberry shortcake dessert. Mmmmm.... ^____^ |
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Thursday, May 16, 2002 10:45 p.m. Should have slept. Have to go meet Dr. at 8 am tomorrow. Insane schedules these docs keep... |
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Thursday, May 16, 2002 10:24 a.m. Your bathtub is not small. It is much bigger than mine. -_-;;; If both my bf and I can fit in it...-_-;;;;;;;; |
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Wednesday, May 15, 2002 12:52 p.m. TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! TAO REN! |
Wednesday, May 15, 2002 08:18 a.m. 
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Wednesday, May 15, 2002 08:11 a.m. Where does all the time fly? I am a hunter of...er.. the elusive mayfly named time... |
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Tuesday, May 14, 2002 10:28 a.m. It is stelli-chan's birthday. Happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to you~!!! ^___^ 000000 |||||| ------ ====== ++++++ ______ Er.. in case you're wondering. That's a birthday cake. How old is stelli-chan now? 22? |
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Friday, May 10, 2002 06:36 p.m. Work still not done. Cannot cope. -_-;;; I love Cassandra Claire. |
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Friday, May 10, 2002 04:52 p.m. I've finished my submissions for gcola doujinshi, Shounen Hump. -_-;; That's the doujinshi anthology released for yaoi con in San Francisco this October. And there my ten pages of attempted humour and tame shounen ai will be..amongst hundreds of pages of shounen humping smut by other people. -_-;;;; Need to clean before Coanteen comes. She comes. She comes. She was there but will be no longer. She will be here. There. here. And gotta learn to do cgi stuff in a jiffy. -_-;;; For research thingie I have to do. T_T Ah. and Was I supposed to go to the library today? I believe I was... Hmmm... Getting nothing done. Which may be why things keep piling up... |
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Thursday, May 9, 2002 06:02 a.m. I go coo coo. |
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Wednesday, May 8, 2002 10:29 p.m. Meta is in Korea. She has arrived safely. She is alive!!! Yay!!!!! Now the Great Pimp of the Part Times will forage through the chaos that is the streets of Seoul, sparing no mangas unturned in her wake. The great doujinshi population will bow before her and she will reap them all into her posession... Coanteen is a menace to the quiet and peaceful streets of Canada... *imagines her driving on streets with..CARS!!!* Oh nooooo~~!!!!!! What had happened? Did we not make a pledge to never leave the status of being pedestrians? Just because I took steps to break that pledge doesn't mean you should too... Went to see Belle & Sebastian concert in Montreal. ^___^ Was my 3rd birthday gift from bf. Birthday still 10 days away... ^___^;;; Liked string instuments. And the theater where they performed was very interesting... Like a bar and a theatre merged together. I didn't know any of their songs but they had very catchy songs that were quite good even the first time you hear them. Working on having sex once a day and not three times a day. -_-;;;; |
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Monday, May 6, 2002 06:52 a.m. I have the screwed up feeling of knowing I should be working but not knowing what I should work on. -_-;; Nahmool and fulawar don't seem very happy... Ah. The bottomless gloomy pit that is the late teens and early twenties. When people try to shovel responsibilites on you but still refuse to give you freedom. Am somewhat thankful that I will be leaving the early twenties behind and entering the mid twenties phase soon...even though that means I'm just getting horribly old. Bf sleeping again.... |
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Sunday, May 5, 2002 03:55 a.m. Bf is sleeping so I get to blog. Haven't told him about the blog yet. Will tell him someday. We kinda started having sex in the middle of dinner and fell asleep... Meta makes me really want to go to Kikiwai. But will see the people there at anime con in a couple of weeks...so will console myself. She goes to Korea. Ahhhhh... And my blog layout looks...shotaconish. I know. -_-;;;; At least, it's not technically shotacon since Hisoka isn't in it. And it's not even really Yaoi. So I try to justify that it is okay. Yeah... -_-;;;; Coanteen's ferrets have more personality than some of the humans I know. They are honest and fun and love to sleep.... Coanteen has done well in picking who you keep company with... |
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Friday, May 3, 2002 07:27 a.m. Going to see supervisor in 3 hours. Makes me nervous. Which is why I'm changing my blog layout. Really should be doing some last minute work before seeing him though... |
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