Friday, September 13, 2002 01:11 a.m.
Have spent 9/11 fairly oblivous of what's going on. But then, I was fairly oblivious even a year ago.
Friend had breast cancer. Took lump out. Got chemo. Got radio. Her hair's been falling out and she fluffs it up, trying to hide it from the rest of classmates. Still looks good though.
Paid for another year of Lemonsoju.com. Those who would like to make a donation, please do. -_-;;;;
Wednesday, September 4, 2002 06:41 p.m.
Nahmool's going to...college. I dunno. 90% of the time, I feel like she's always been *in* college. So it's strange to think that she's going...now... 0_o What. You mean I've been deluding myself all this time and she wasn't in college? 0_o I always knew if I thought for a bit that she wasn't in college.. but... she just exudes the aura of college people, ya know? The "damn I must work and I must study or my parents will throw me out" attitude? -_- It used to be that most underaged highschoolers didn't have to go through that stuff...
On another and completely unrelated note.. I have gotten found and rid myself of the festering bit of garbage from my kitchen. However, the fruitflies are still here...about a dozen of them. This afternoon, I made myself a fly trap with a bit of apple in a bottle with a paper funnel. Now, four hours after the creation, the trap contains 6 fruit flies. It's not bad...
Wednesday, August 21, 2002 05:45 a.m.
Once upon a time, esca used to have a site on a very yaoi-ish boy-band called "Sechskies Premonition." Last winter, in the depth of her depression and triggered by a stupid flame (it wasn't even all that offensive), esca deleted her site. -_- In her stupidity, she did not back up her site and now does not have any remnants of her first site...which was surprisingly one of the more successful things she had done in her life. The site had about 15 000 hits and contributions by about a dozen writers. For a year or so, the site actually kept esca happy in her otherwise relatively bleak life...and esca met more interesting people than she had in a long time. Currently, she does not own a copy of any of the written work by these writers..including her own. -_-;;;
In her attempt to recover something of her nostalgic past, she looked around the internet...and found the bulletin board from the site. 0_0 Esca had thought these things would be deleted by the server by now...but apparantly not. It brings esca great nostalgia to see the bbs again...
Monday, August 19, 2002 01:08 p.m.
Ha. Haha... -_-
Lalalala~!!! *cough cough*
A while ago, a surgeon told me that there was a fly in the operating room one day...and it landed in the middle of the surgical wound.
There was a fly in my apt yesterday. My Bfie caught it in a soap dish and let it loose outside. Fortunately, it was 3 in the morning so nobody saw that he was naked...
I had a fly problem a few weeks ago. Fruitflies, actually... I think they were growing in the lychees we bought. Or maybe grapes.
But enough about flies...
Yesterday, Bfie tried to whip cream with a pair of chopsticks (as I have no blender) and he overwhipped it into butter. Now I have strawberry-flavoured whipped butter. How nice...
Sis called today, outraged that I had visited her for a couple of hours with Bfie yesterday..after she told me that it was okay to visit. I guess, in hindsight, she figured it wasn't okay.
It made me upset though. We had napped on her couch for a couple of hours before having dinner with her...because she wanted to have dinner with us and we had a long drive back. She said we should have gone to a hotel..that we're disrespecting her for inconveniencing her just so we could save a couple of hundred dollars. And she thinks it's horrid that we would consider that we'd go to my Bfie's best friend to nap instead, even though *he* wouldn't have minded at all... Apparantly, it's not proper... Have I mentioned that my Bfie and I are planning to get married and that my Bfie and his best friend have been friends for 12 years?
So she didn't want us to come to her place to nap... but she didn't want us to go anywhere else either. She wanted *us* to spend a couple of hundred dollars instead to nap for a couple of hours in a hotel so we could drive back... but she only thought of all this a day *after* the event.. -_-;;; So she calls today and says, "How could you bring your boyfriend to my apartment!! He's not *my* boyfriend!!!" Well... Duh!!!!!!!
But she used to bring her bf to nap (he was tired from working) at my parents' house when I lived there. I asked her if it would have been ok if I told her not to bring her bf to the house then...and she was like..."That's not your house!!" Yeah.. sis... I just only happened to have lived in it for 10 years. Just as *you've* lived in it for 10 years... Of course you have rights to it while I don't...
The sad thing is... my Dad uses that line all the time. "This is not your house." Thank you so much. I really feel like a member of the family. Why don't you just tell me to get out? Oh yeah.. you did that already. But then...why did you always tell me to come? Even my sister...why does she tell me it's okay to visit before I come?
Of course..I'm so forgetful. I forgot how they hate being bothered by anyone who's not *their friends*. They were the reasons that I had my friends over a grand total of 5 or 6 times in the 10 years I lived with them. I'm only there to clean the house and cook for the times when she brings her bf over..or when my parents invite *their* guests...
But enough anger. I feel so drained...-_-
I was thinking of finishing off my very very old fic... "Silent Mornings"..until I realized I hadn't backed my stuff up properly. I don't think I have a copy of it. If anyone has a copy, please email me. T_T