Friday, January 3, 2003 12:34 a.m.
The exams have come and gone and the holidays..and it is again January. Three days before Clerkship. I am so afraid.
Past few days were interesting. I had two meals with future in-laws while my own father refused to see bfie for more than 5 minutes. Ah. And I got a flu. Should have taken that free flu shot. "If you're dumb enough to get sick, at least do not cough," said my father. Kakaka. Weird Korean, he is. -_-;;;
Was allowed to invite Meta, Coanteen and Bfie over when parents went out for dinner. Meta was highly annoyed when Bfie and I snuck out for a quick boink. -_-;;; Tried to make it up to her next day, eating okonomiyaki and going on a manga shopping spree. Was very very fun. ^____^ Ah. And the lesbian party on the New Year's eve was fun too. I went as Coanteen's date and we get semi drunk. Watching topless women dance on bar countertops are always more fun when you're drunk.
Still deathly afraid of Clerkship.
Tuesday, December 10, 2002 01:30 a.m.
Er. I think I totally flunked on one of the stations. And I forgot a few things on the other stations - and I knew them too!! That's the saddest part - forgetting to do something that's important because you're panicking...even if you know you're supposed to do them and have spent much time studying them. I hate bell-ringers. I hate them. I hate them. I hate them. Aaaarrghhhh!!!!!
Monday, December 9, 2002 04:46 a.m.
There was something wrong with the date setting on my comp... Ergh. Obsessive blogging a few hours before exam. Not a good sign.
Tuesday, December 3, 2002 04:41 a.m.
You know... Writing in this thing before exams gives me bad luck. I get so paranoid about these things... jinx and stuff... Have practical exam in 4 1/2 hours. What am I doing?
Sunday, December 1, 2002 04:55 a.m.
Huggles to Pokey. I love you. Will try to send nice things to Pokey for Christmas..
On another note, I wonder if Christmas will ever come - if I'll ever finish reading about diarrhea, constipation, vomiting, menstrating, etc, etc... Bloody shit. Bloody shit. The phrase starts to take on a lot more meaning when you've read about bloody shit for a week.
Thursday, November 28, 2002 07:59 a.m.
I think I slept for a couple of hours around 9 pm last night. Very bad idea since I have to do a presentation today - but could not get myself to sleep. Must go to class in 15 minutes.
Other than the small group sessions, I have ONE morning of lectures left...for the rest of my life, probably. Scary to think that I am leaving such a big part of the way of life I've lived in the past...19 *gack* years.
Wednesday, November 20, 2002 01:55 a.m.
I got Shounen Hump copies today. Will it be okay to give them to Meta and Coanteen during X-mas holidays? Or should I just mail them out?
Meta. I don't know your current mailing address so email it to me if you have the chance. Hmm.. In fact, I don't think I have the complete mailing address of Coanteen either. -_-;;; What a bad friend I've been... That means Coanteen's sent me lots of stuff by mail in the past year or two and I've sent her absolutely NOTHING. -_-;; Please send me your mailing address as well and I shall rectify the situation.
The Shounen Hump this year is actually quite good. I would say that 80 % of the content is at least as good as the best 10 % of last year's.
Monday, November 18, 2002 11:22 p.m.
Exams coming up again. *sigh* At least, this will be the last one I'll ever write... Of course, that's not counting the licensing exam and the end of each clerkship block exams and the residency exams. Wait. Did I say this was the last one? I must have been crazy.
Vomited today. The end of second week of birth control pills always make me puke. bleerrghhh~!!! But feel a little better after vomiting.
Why can't I just study several hours a day? So frustrated with myself...
Friday, November 1, 2002 04:22 p.m.
Coanteen is happy. Why is she happy? How could she be happy? I don't understand...
Had a seminar in a room... floor 3 1/2 of the hospital. -_- Reminds me of Harry potter and platform 9 3/4. Except that this is in the muggle world and it actually exists. Sometimes see stairways leading up to brick walls in hospitals. Hospitals are strange. Sometimes I think all these oddities are because they're haunted by many many people who died there...
Thursday, October 24, 2002 01:26 a.m.
I have gained 5 lbs of weight in the 8 months since I've started dating my bfie. -_-;;; I had gained 5 lbs in the 5 *years* before that. -_-;;;;; Must stop eating the yummy good food...
Friday, October 11, 2002 05:21 p.m.
Horror story for the day:
Once upon a time, a woman went into labour...but the doc coudln't see the baby's head coming out. Instead he saw a little hand coming out of her rectum.
I feel sorry for the pregnant girl in our class who has to listen to lectures..about all the things that can go wrong in pregnancy.
Wednesday, October 9, 2002 04:34 p.m.
Went to see patients in small groups this afternoon. One of the patients was not in his room so the doctor told me (one of the two girls in the group) to go fetch the patient. Of course, I obeyed. The patient was a 70-ish year old man and he was in the middle of watching his TV show.
Patient: So they sent you to do the dirty work, did they? Just like the government. Sent a young good looking woman to get me.
Me: ^^;;;;
As we got to the rest of the group, the patient told the doctor...
Patient: Next time, I want three blonds to come and fetch me.
Doctor: Well.. we do have a blond. (Points to the only blond in the group...)
Patient: Not that type. I'm not into little boys.
Everyone: ^^;;;;;;
Wednesday, October 9, 2002 11:36 a.m.
Skipped class in the morning again as Bfie was not here to make me go to class. It's very hard to get myself to do anything unless I really have to... and sometimes not even then. It's not nearly as bad as last year though.
Thursday, October 3, 2002 11:31 p.m.
Bfie keeps catching flies in my small kimchi jars where they wither and suffocate to death. Actually, I'm not sure they suffocate considering how small they are. Should I consider it to be an action of cruelty against animals? If it was, what does that say about me who sent thousands and thousands of fruitflies into the -65 degrees freezer?
Life is still mundane but quite good. Took a whole week of procrastination to print out stuff for pbl... How long will it take for me to read it? Been neglecting Coanteen too... I suck.
Thursday, September 26, 2002 05:12 p.m.
Writing blog takes quite a lot of effort. It required one to think - imagine! Actually *think*!!!! It's so hard remembering if anything interesting happened...possibly because very few interesting things happen. But you'd think that I'd be able to remember the very few interesting things in my life.. There's gotta be a brain in there...somewhere...in there.. beneath the great big cranium...
Having a relationship does take up a lot of time. Or energy. Feel like getting up and singing...
"...My ulcer is bleeding, my ego needs feeding... Why? 'Cause i'm a girl...
My vacume is rusting, my bathtub is crusting.. my kitchen's disgusting...Why? 'cause i'm a girl...
My gut is expanding, in bed i'm commanding.. By God i'm outstanding... Why? Why? Why???....."
-_-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Today, I've been told by a doctor that a medical student is able to walk on water. There were reports of medical students walking on water... Of course, it was Canada, after all...and the water was frozen. But still. -_-;;; Damn. The bad jokes from the lectureres are contagious....
Must make another layout for Coanteen soon. Hers is getting quite old. As we are all getting quite old. But not as old as some people. Today is the 30th birthday of one of my classmates and they're holding a wake for him tonight...to commemorate his passing as a "young person" to the growing realms of the "old".
Monday, September 23, 2002 12:09 p.m.
Placenta. Watched delivery of baby.
Bfie and I had six month anniversary few days ago... We are now officially long term.
It appears Coanteen is no longer addicted to me...but to Meta. -_-;;; I am *not* jealous. *rubs powder over face to hide greeen tinge*
Watching Kenshin again.